tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23697488189793551772024-03-13T18:22:56.715+08:00MEMORABLE MOMENTSAl Fatihah. Dedicated it to Allahyarham Muhammad Amirul Razaili. 25th Decemeber 1989 - 22 January 2011. May he rest in peace. You will always in our mind.Amirul Razailihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05271362805554436856noreply@blogger.comBlogger76125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2369748818979355177.post-52060575886680901062012-08-05T01:58:00.002+08:002012-08-05T01:58:05.444+08:00<span style="background-color: white; color: #1c1c1c; font-family: verdana, arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 19px; text-align: center;">A million times we've needed you,</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #1c1c1c; font-family: verdana, arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 19px; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #1c1c1c; font-family: verdana, arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 19px; text-align: center;">A million times we've cried.</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #1c1c1c; font-family: verdana, arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 19px; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #1c1c1c; font-family: verdana, arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 19px; text-align: center;">If love alone could have saved you,</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #1c1c1c; font-family: verdana, arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 19px; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #1c1c1c; font-family: verdana, arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 19px; text-align: center;">You never would have died.</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #1c1c1c; font-family: verdana, arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 19px; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #1c1c1c; font-family: verdana, arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 19px; text-align: center;">If all the world was ours to give,</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #1c1c1c; font-family: verdana, arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 19px; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #1c1c1c; font-family: verdana, arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 19px; text-align: center;">We would give it yes, and more,</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #1c1c1c; font-family: verdana, arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 19px; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #1c1c1c; font-family: verdana, arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 19px; text-align: center;">To see you coming up the steps,</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #1c1c1c; font-family: verdana, arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 19px; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #1c1c1c; font-family: verdana, arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 19px; text-align: center;">And walking through the door.</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #1c1c1c; font-family: verdana, arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 19px; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #1c1c1c; font-family: verdana, arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 19px; text-align: center;">To hear your voice and see your smile,</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #1c1c1c; font-family: verdana, arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 19px; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #1c1c1c; font-family: verdana, arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 19px; text-align: center;">To sit and talk a while,</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #1c1c1c; font-family: verdana, arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 19px; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #1c1c1c; font-family: verdana, arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 19px; text-align: center;">To be with you that same old way,</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #1c1c1c; font-family: verdana, arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 19px; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #1c1c1c; font-family: verdana, arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 19px; text-align: center;">Would be our fondest day.</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #1c1c1c; font-family: verdana, arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 19px; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #1c1c1c; font-family: verdana, arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 19px; text-align: center;">A heart of gold stopped beating,</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #1c1c1c; font-family: verdana, arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 19px; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #1c1c1c; font-family: verdana, arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 19px; text-align: center;">Two smiling eyes closed to rest,</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #1c1c1c; font-family: verdana, arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 19px; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #1c1c1c; font-family: verdana, arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 19px; text-align: center;">God broke our hearts to prove to us,</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #1c1c1c; font-family: verdana, arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 19px; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #1c1c1c; font-family: verdana, arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 19px; text-align: center;">He only takes the best.</span>Amirul Razailihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05271362805554436856noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2369748818979355177.post-70337938036383267292012-08-05T01:57:00.001+08:002012-08-05T01:57:47.211+08:00Hi there!Mirul,<div>
Dah lama saya tak singgah sini. Dah lama saya diamkan diri. Dah lama saya tak singgah tengok awak. Well, my life has change now. Well, I am a mother now you know :) Hihihi. My baby is a boy. Well, i and Syed name it Mikael Malique Al-Hakim. </div>
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sometimes, when i rewind back my memory, it remind me of you. Yes you. Well, i regret with what happen. Regret what happen to us, regret with what i did to you. I broke your heart. And after that, guy broke my heart back. What goes around comes around right? Tiga lelaki lepas you, at last, i found my happiness. I found my true love. He is Syed Mohammed Al-Kherid. He is not like other guys who i met before. He is totally change. Yes he is different. </div>
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I wish you were here. A few days ago, abang shah did called me. Haihh, rinduunya nak jumpa korang. But takdir dah tentukan segalanya kan? Awak pergi dulu. Rest in peace there Mirul. I'm here always pray for you. Even we are far away.</div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #1c1c1c; font-family: verdana, arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 19px; text-align: center;">"my darling friend, </span><br style="background-color: white; color: #1c1c1c; font-family: verdana, arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 19px; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #1c1c1c; font-family: verdana, arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 19px; text-align: center;">when I went outside late that night,</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #1c1c1c; font-family: verdana, arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 19px; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #1c1c1c; font-family: verdana, arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 19px; text-align: center;">I saw a star burning ever so bright,</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #1c1c1c; font-family: verdana, arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 19px; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #1c1c1c; font-family: verdana, arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 19px; text-align: center;">I knew you had left this earth to go up above,</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #1c1c1c; font-family: verdana, arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 19px; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #1c1c1c; font-family: verdana, arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 19px; text-align: center;">To rest in peace and have eternal Love.</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #1c1c1c; font-family: verdana, arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 19px; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #1c1c1c; font-family: verdana, arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 19px; text-align: center;">But the memories of our days together,</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #1c1c1c; font-family: verdana, arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 19px; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #1c1c1c; font-family: verdana, arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 19px; text-align: center;">Will stay deep inside my heart forever."</span></div>
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</div><div style="text-align: right;">we miss you so badly Apek :( </div>Amirul Razailihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05271362805554436856noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2369748818979355177.post-75626366692125522192011-12-25T13:57:00.000+08:002012-01-20T13:57:56.314+08:00Happy birthdayy apek.<div style="background-color: white; color: #555555; font-family: 'Palatino Linotype', Palatino, Palladio, 'URW Palladio L', 'Book Antiqua', Baskerville, 'Bookman Old Style', 'Bitstream Charter', 'Nimbus Roman No9 L', Garamond, 'Apple Garamond', 'ITC Garamond Narrow', 'New Century Schoolbook', 'Century Schoolbook', 'Century Schoolbook L', Georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: left;">today 25th December 2011, its your birthday.</div><div style="background-color: white; color: #555555; font-family: 'Palatino Linotype', Palatino, Palladio, 'URW Palladio L', 'Book Antiqua', Baskerville, 'Bookman Old Style', 'Bitstream Charter', 'Nimbus Roman No9 L', Garamond, 'Apple Garamond', 'ITC Garamond Narrow', 'New Century Schoolbook', 'Century Schoolbook', 'Century Schoolbook L', Georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: left;">just wishing you happy 22th birthday and i love you.<br />
how can i tell you that i miss you badly.<br />
i miss you. :')<br />
i miss your voice, i miss your laugh, i miss the way you stare at me, i miss the whole thing about you.<br />
life isn't easy right.<br />
i've been trough a lot of things, and life changes me.<br />
i'm a grow up person. but somehow i need you by my side.<br />
i need someone to lead me,teach me, and take care of me.<br />
i need you.<br />
thinking about you, makes my heart breaks.<br />
you're too young honey.<br />
it's too hard to think of.<br />
there's too much pain.<br />
when i've a flashback, it make me sad. really sad.<br />
i wish you would be here, with us.<br />
we all love you.<br />
its hard, its really hard.<br />
i did take time to be okay,and now i think i'm okay.<br />
living a new chapter of my life.<br />
as 20 years old person.<br />
but sometimes i've no direction. no one can understand what i've been trough for past year.<br />
you are my best buddy. i miss you. i miss you.<br />
i wish i could see you again.<br />
you take a good care of me. thank you. thank you Amirul.<br />
i love you. happy 22th birthday.<br />
doa kami sentiasa untuk you.<br />
semoga ditempakan dikalangan orang yang beriman. amin.</div>Amirul Razailihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05271362805554436856noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2369748818979355177.post-53769223789539684852011-09-29T20:53:00.000+08:002011-09-29T20:53:49.256+08:00living without youamirul,<br />
are you fine there? yeahh to be honest i miss you :( too many things happen to me.<br />
can i meet you for the last time. can i hug you for the last time :( i miss you so much!<br />
may you rest in peace there.<br />
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<div style="text-align: center;">i'll alwaysw pray for your happiness there. i miss you.</div>Amirul Razailihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05271362805554436856noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2369748818979355177.post-37569377039893224422011-07-01T00:34:00.000+08:002011-07-01T00:34:39.974+08:00Everything I need is you.<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: inherit; line-height: 15px;">I miss you. I miss how you cared for me. I miss how you always make my day. I miss how you used to cheer me up. And I miss how you make me feel that you love me. I miss everything that used to be. Now that you're no longer here, I always hope you miss me just the same way like I do. </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: inherit; line-height: 15px;">Too many things happen this past few weeks. Im in trouble. He left me. Saya baru nak rasa bahagia. Bila dgn dia, it reminds me of u. Awak dan dia lebih kurang sama. Suara awak, gaya awak dgn dia. But everything is over. Saya tataw nak cakap mcm mana lagi that i am hurts badly.</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: inherit; line-height: 15px;">May you rest in peace, dear love. And may Allah bless your soul. Amin.</span>Amirul Razailihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05271362805554436856noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2369748818979355177.post-6233990164653497822011-06-03T22:20:00.000+08:002011-06-03T22:20:35.266+08:00will we meet again ?<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: Georgia, Utopia, 'Palatino Linotype', Palatino, serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">Ya Allah! Dah tak tahu macamana nak cakap banyak mana rindu I dekat you, Apek :'( I rindu you sangat sangat. I tahu you tak nak I sedih sedih. But I memang dah tak boleh nak tahan. I rindu you sangat sangat. Hari hari I nangis. I dah tak tahan, sayang :'( I nak you balik. I rindu you sangat sangat sangat Apek :'(</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: Georgia, Utopia, 'Palatino Linotype', Palatino, serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;"><br />
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</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: Georgia, Utopia, 'Palatino Linotype', Palatino, serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;">Semoga Allah cucuri rahmat atas you, sayang :'( I rindu you sangat sangat. I sayaaaaaaaaaaang you sangat sangat ;'(</span>Amirul Razailihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05271362805554436856noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2369748818979355177.post-15653467872126618282011-06-01T04:26:00.000+08:002011-06-01T04:26:40.399+08:00you are in a better place<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 15px;">Do you know how much i miss you Amirul ? Do you know how much im hurt ? I need you. He left me now. </span></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 15px;">Please come in my dreams every single day because that's the only thing I could reduce my tears that keep falling. Please, sayang I miss you so much. May you'll be placed in His greatest heaven. I hope we'll meet again soon. May mercy have on you. Al-Fatihah.</span></span><br />
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second thing is, saya dah hiland dia. he leave me. saya buat salah. he is the best among the rest you know ! 1 year with him, and it means a lot ! but what can i do ? im the one who always make him hurts.<br />
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i cant breath now. i dont know where did i put my inhaler. if i die tonight, i wish i can meet you amirul. and i can see firdaus by my side, crying. i wish for it.<br />
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thank you baby, for hurting me. saya dah agak ini mungkin akan terjadik. kalau saya dah tade, hope awak akan sentiasa engat saya. saya sayangkan awak. terlalu sayangkan awak.Amirul Razailihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05271362805554436856noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2369748818979355177.post-8082504550275746142011-05-15T15:22:00.000+08:002011-05-15T15:22:05.720+08:00<div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: x-large;">i miss you s o badly, APEK :(</span></div>Amirul Razailihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05271362805554436856noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2369748818979355177.post-47956855602659477012011-05-11T11:59:00.000+08:002011-05-11T11:59:10.440+08:00i miss youcousin saya accident semalam. sama macam awak. kepala dia terok. you know what ? i am crying. suddenly, saya teringatkan awak. coz awak accident terok dekat kepala jugak. awak tak dapat hidup lama :( and alhamdulillah, nothings bad happen to shafi. cuma kepala dia berdarah terok.<br />
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awak, saya rinduu awak. dua hari lepas saya pergi secret recipe Desa Park City. tempat kita kenal duluu. we work together. awak ngorat saya, awak curi hati saya. saya teringat awak. boleh saya menanges lagi ? hmmm, saya pasrah awak dah tade dalam hidup saya. its hard to let you go.<br />
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rest in peace syg. hopefully we will meet again.Amirul Razailihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05271362805554436856noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2369748818979355177.post-15980088922145577532011-05-09T20:55:00.000+08:002011-05-09T20:55:41.188+08:00why you leave me ?<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit; line-height: 15px;">been realizing some things as i have been living without you. things just aren’t the same. nothing seems to taste as good. the sites of this city are just dull. and every place in my home has a reminder of you. i found your card in my box yesterday morning. i don’t even know how it got there, but i started crying. i started crying. b, i miss you :'(</span><br />
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</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;">mirul, you tahu tak ramai org rinduukan you ? and still harap that one day you will be back. and im including that people. i harap sgt one day you will alive back. and i promise i will never let you go again. i miss you mirul. sumpah rinduu terlalu. i nak dgr suara you lagi sekali. can i ? i nak tgk you gelak depan i, you menanges depan i. i nak dgr you marah marah i :( pleaseee. for the last time. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;">anyway, im 20 now baby. you engat tak birthday i duluu. i paksa you beli cake i. and last last you mintak duet mak, and you bawak i pergi one utama carik cake. and kita beli air semua kan ? saya rinduu tuu sume. even awak beli cake lambat, tp saya hargai. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><br />
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</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 15px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">may you rest in peace, sayang. i love you way too much. i miss you hundred-times-too-much. miss you so much </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;">:</span></span></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 15px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;">'( al-fatihah.</span></span></span>Amirul Razailihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05271362805554436856noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2369748818979355177.post-9479191746122880182011-04-04T20:47:00.000+08:002011-04-04T20:47:59.998+08:00im the last one in your life.awak, awak okayh tak kat sana ? saya rinduu awak. maaf lama sgt saya hilang dari sini. saya busy. kann awak suruh saya study elok elok :( awak engat tak the last time awak text saya awak ckp apa ? awak suruh saya study elok elok and jaga bf saya elok elok. saya akan buktikan kat awak saya akan berjaya one day nnt. saya akan buktikan kat awak F will be the last boy in my life :( hmm, saya tahu saya dah mungkir janji dgn awak. tp sumpah, saya tak pernah lupa and tak pernah nak lupekan awak dlm hidop saya. awak lelaki yg terbaek pernah hadir dlm hidop saya. awak buat saya insaf.<br />
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mirul : haha mmg da agak da. u ingat i bodoh ke ha ? x yah berlakon r syaa. i tau laa u nak test i. amacam pedih aty ??<br />
syaa : haha . skeytpown x pedih.<br />
mirul : dalaa sya i saje je antar msg cmtu. mule mule je i da taulaa.<br />
syaa : but i dont feel hurts even a bit. cume i rasa bodo threat you this way. just want to get some mood.<br />
mirul : haha. u, i bukan kenal u smlam auw. i kenal u 6 bulan yg lepas auw. i sje je x antar no u ni. i tau ni u. i nak je ckp td jom cpl biar u g saket aty g auw.<br />
syaa : thanx darl. i know who u are. u never b nice to other stranger gurl except your girl ryte. thats why i dont wanna loose you baby. and now im too happy having you in my life.<br />
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baby, im crying again baby. i yg tipuu u. i yg tglkan u. i pergi dekat lelaki laen. and biarkan u menanges depan mata i kecewa dgn i. bodohnya i time tuu b. u taw tak, last last i kene game dgn that guy. dia tglkan i :( dia tak pernah hargai i. i menyesal buat u mcmni :( sumpah. tp ape jadik ada hikmah kann ? u tanak tgk i nanges bila u dah tade. u taw kan i cmne ? before this, u ckp kat i, u hidop tak lama pown, u tgk keadaan i cmne kan ? jumpa u je i menanges, on the phone dgn u je i menanges, kadang kadang malam i tak dpt tido sebab terfikirkan u. tp dulu dgn skg tade beza u tahu. even kita dah tade pape, and ape yg u ckp jadik kenyataan, u tgk kan keadaan i cmne hari hari ? i menanges tanpa henti. i need u by myside now bobot. pleasee come back to me. i nak tebus semua kesalahan i dekat you syg.<br />
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btw today is 4 april, awak engat tak ape jadik dekat kita on 4 april ? kita gadoh. and we are almost break. tp kita mampu jugak pertahankan relation kita kan ? awak, saya doakan kesejahteraan awak kat sana. im missing you so much here. saya harap sgt saya dpt pergi kubur awak nnt. tguu laa bila saya free saya jumpa awak.<br />
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Al-Fatihah ;(Amirul Razailihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05271362805554436856noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2369748818979355177.post-45042902223522040602011-03-30T10:31:00.000+08:002011-03-30T10:31:29.326+08:00Rest In Peace, Amirul Razaili<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 15px;">I would like so much to express how much I miss you sayang. But I just can't. i know you couldn't even hear me anymore, but I seriously wanna let you know that I miss you way too much and no one could ever replace you in my life and even my heart. You'll always be the one for me. Through thick and thin.</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 15px;"><br />
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</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 15px;">I won't forget those memories I had with you, those precious memories. I won't be able to see you again in this world. But I seriously wanna meet you again in Jannah. I always pray for it. I don't know how to say this. But you are the one who could make me laugh like there's no tomorrow. I miss your jokes and I miss the way you make me smile :'(</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 15px;"><br />
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</span> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, Utopia, 'Palatino Linotype', Palatino, serif; line-height: 15px;">Sgt sgt rindu dekat you sayang :'(</span>Amirul Razailihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05271362805554436856noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2369748818979355177.post-74772805908349023272011-03-29T00:48:00.000+08:002011-03-29T00:48:31.135+08:00special word for you<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 15px;">now that he has left me, i got to do everything on my own, be on my own. i hope someone else will know, how am i feeling now and how much I really missed him. it’s hurting a lot, but i got to move on no matter what. what is this called? :(</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 15px;"><br />
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</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 15px;">miss you so much, muhammad amirul bin razaili. i hope you're doing just fine. may you'll be placed in jannah. al-fatihah.</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; line-height: 15px;"> </span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red; font-size: large; line-height: 15px;">♥♥</span><br />
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</span></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; line-height: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;">And I learned to live, half alive</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"> </span></span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; line-height: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;">And now you want me one more time</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"> </span></span></div></span><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"><br />
</span></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; line-height: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;">who do you think you are?</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"> </span></span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; line-height: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;">Runnin' round leaving scars</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"> </span></span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; line-height: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;">Collecting your jar of hearts</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"> </span></span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; line-height: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;">And tearing love apart</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"> </span></span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; line-height: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;">You're gonna catch a cold</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"> </span></span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; line-height: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;">From the ice inside your soul</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"> </span></span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; line-height: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;">So don't come back for me</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"> </span></span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; line-height: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;">Who do you think you are?</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"> </span></span></div></span><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"><br />
</span></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; line-height: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;">I hear you're asking all around</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"> </span></span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; line-height: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;">If I am anywhere to be found</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"> </span></span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; line-height: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;">But I have grown too strong</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"> </span></span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; line-height: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;">To ever fall back in your arms</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"> </span></span></div></span><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"><br />
</span></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; line-height: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;">And I learned to live, half-alive</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"> </span></span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; line-height: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;">And now you want me one more time</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"> </span></span></div></span><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"><br />
</span></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; line-height: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;">Who do you think you are?</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"> </span></span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; line-height: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;">Runnin round leaving scars</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"> </span></span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; line-height: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;">Collecting your jar of hearts</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"> </span></span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; line-height: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;">And tearing love apart</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"> </span></span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; line-height: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;">You're gonna catch a cold</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"> </span></span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; line-height: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;">From the ice inside your soul</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"> </span></span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; line-height: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;">So don't come back for me</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"> </span></span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; line-height: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;">Who do you think you are?</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"> </span></span></div></span><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 23px;"><br />
</span></span></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; line-height: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;">Dear, it took so long just to feel alright</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"> </span></span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; line-height: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;">Remember how to put back the light in my eyes</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"> </span></span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; line-height: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;">I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"> </span></span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; line-height: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;">Cause you broke all your promises</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"> </span></span></div></span><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"><br />
</span></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; line-height: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;">And now you're back</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"> </span></span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; line-height: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;">You don't get to get me back</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"> </span></span></div></span><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"><br />
</span></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; line-height: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;">Who do you think you are?</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"> </span></span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; line-height: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;">Runnin' round leaving scars</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"> </span></span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; line-height: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;">Collecting your jar of hearts</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"> </span></span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; line-height: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;">And tearing love apart</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"> </span></span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; line-height: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;">You're gonna catch a cold</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"> </span></span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; line-height: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;">From the ice inside your soul</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"> </span></span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; line-height: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;">So don't come back for me</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"> </span></span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; line-height: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;">Don't come back at all</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"> </span></span></div></span><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"><br />
</span></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; line-height: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;">And who do you think you are?</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"> </span></span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; line-height: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;">Runnin round leaving scars</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"> </span></span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; line-height: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;">Collecting your jar of hearts</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"> </span></span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; line-height: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;">And tearing love apart</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"> </span></span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; line-height: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;">You're gonna catch a cold</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"> </span></span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; line-height: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;">From the ice inside your soul</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"> </span></span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; line-height: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;">Don't come back for me</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"> </span></span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; line-height: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;">Don't come back at all</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"> </span></span></div></span><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"><br />
</span></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; line-height: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;">Who do you think you are?</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"> </span></span></div></span><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"><br />
</span></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; line-height: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;">Who do you think you are?</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"> </span></span></div></span><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"><br />
</span></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 23px;"><div style="text-align: center;">Who do you think you are?</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">mirul, neyh lirik syaa nak bg kat mirul. everytime i heard this song, my tears fall down for no reason. yeahh i still remember you. i cant even forget you mirul. miss you so much !</div></span></b></span>Amirul Razailihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05271362805554436856noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2369748818979355177.post-62224102084744013542011-03-28T02:08:00.000+08:002011-03-28T02:08:33.796+08:00saya kena marah :(mirul, dia marah saya. dia marah sebab saya post gmbr awak dekat blog saya. salah ke saya buat mcmtuu ? :( saya dah tataw nak menanges dekat mana, nak ckp kat siapa ape saya rasa. semuanya saya tanggung perasaan saya sorg sorg. saya pendam sorg sorg. mirul tahu takkk mcm mana rasa pendam sorg sorg, bila malam, menanges sorg sorg samapi tertdo, mengharapkan mirul dtg balek dalam hidop kami semua ? mirul tahu tak, we are HURT so much okayh ! saket sgt sgt.<br />
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thats why now, bila sya rasa syaa nak luah, mirul tahu syaa luah kat mana ? syaa menanges dekat mana ? dekat depan laptop neyh syaa menanges. dekat depan laptop neyhh sya luahkan segalanya, sya try lepaskan rinduu sya kat mirul. i had nobody to tell them what i fell about. i dont know to who i should cry on their shoulder. seriously sya rinduu sgt kat mirul.<br />
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mirul, mirul tahukan syaa selalu harap mirul dtg dalam mimpi syaa. okayh just mimpi. syaa nak jumpa mirul. for the last time. coz time last day mirul, sya tak sempat dtg :( syaa tak sempat tgk mirul. syaa tak percaya mirul tade. pleasee mirul. i hope u can see how many times my tears falls down because of you mirul. i wish you are here to wipe my tears :( i have nobody by myside who do understand me. 2 bulan mirul, syaa tahan neyh sume. tiap kali syaa baca yassin untuk mirul sure air mata neyh tumpah lagi. F tak faham syaa. dia tatahu ape syaa rasa. dia pk buukan bukan pasal kita mirul. thats why syaa tade siapa nak mengadu. syaa takot kalau syaa mengadu dekat dia, dia marah marah syaa. pernah syaa ajak dia ziarah kubur atok and nenek, tp dia marah. mirul tahu dia ckp ape kat syaa ? dia ckp kenapa since ex you meninggal, baru skg you nak g kubur sume ? :( sedih mirul bila dia ckp mcmtuu dekat syaa.<br />
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mirul, syaa pergi duluu. syaa nak tdo. memang hari hari syaa tak pernah lupekan mirul. btw syaa demam. syaa tataw kenapa. ohh ye, btw harituu sya terserempak dgn epul. tah mcm mana dia boleh ada dekat area rumah nenek pown syaa tataw. dekat dia pown syaa selalu ckp pasal mirul. kami semua tak pernah lupaa kat mirul. you always in our mind and heart. rest in peace :(Amirul Razailihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05271362805554436856noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2369748818979355177.post-76590650557037453302011-03-27T17:37:00.000+08:002011-03-27T17:37:49.348+08:00crying again baby.hari hari saya menanges. mlm tadi saya terengat awak. saya nak baca yassin untuk awak. tapi saya tgh cuti. so tak boleh. YA ALLAH, tabahkanlah hati aku.<br />
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awak, tadi saya talk dgn adek awak arif. tak byk borak ape pownnn. cuma bila saya cko dgn dia, saya luahkan perasaan saya. saya tatahu dekat siapa lg saya boleh luahkan perasaan saya. saya nak nanges dekat someone. tp siapa ? semua orang mesti engat saya dah lupakan awak. tp sebenarnya saya tak pernah pown lupakan awak. saya selalu terengat awak. hari hari saya tgk gmbr awak yg saya simpan. kebetulan saya jumpa memory card saya dan awak semalam :(<br />
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saya nak ckp saya rinduuu. saya nak g ziarah awak. tapi susaa. saya tatahu nak pergi naek apa. saya terengat kisah kita dua. too many things we did together kann. kaki saya ada bekas , sebab naek motor awak. awak engat lg tak ? then awak marah marah saya pasal kaki tuuu. tuu je kenangan saya simpan selaen gmbr kita :(<br />
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mirul, syaa nak jumpa mirul. sekali cukup laa. dah boleh buat syaa happy dah. terseksanyaa jiwa syaa bila mirul pergi mengejut mcmni. tolongg laaa. mirul datang dlm mimpi syaa pown tape. btw syaa dah tak guna handphone yg kita dua pernah sama sama pakai duluu. sumpah sedih tgk handphone tuu. syaa biarkan je handphone tuuu. sebab duluu handphone tuu awak yg pegang kann ?<br />
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Ya Allah, hari hari aku berdoa semoga dosa dosa Arwah, Engkau ampunkan. tempatkanlah Arwah bersama sama org berimanmu Ya Allah. Al-Fatihah<br />
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*tears*Amirul Razailihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05271362805554436856noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2369748818979355177.post-82336453504203506092011-03-26T17:09:00.000+08:002011-03-26T17:09:07.905+08:002 months,BABY BOBOT, dah dua bulan awak tade. dah dua bulan saya tahan kesedihan saya rinduuukan awak. agak agak awak tahu tak saya rinduukan awak ? awak nampak tak saya menanges mlm hari ? <div><br />
</div><div>btw awak engat lagi tak first time kita kenal ? 3 tahun lepas. time tuu saya baru masok kerja. at first, saya tengok awak mcm tak suka saya je. tp tibe tibe mlm raya awak boleh tanya saya nak pakai baju apa time raya. yelaa time raya kann kite kene kerja. saya dgn awak sama sama shift plak tuuu :) awak ckp awak nak pakai baju same colour dgn saya. tp last last last awak tak pakai pownnn kan ? </div><div><br />
</div><div>engat lagi tak time kita mula mula rapat duluuu ? awak dgn atok asyik asyik ckp saya neyh adek awak berdua. saya pown yekann je laa :D time tuu kita bertiga kat bahagian bar. awak kann jage bahagian bar. and saya plak cashier. tp suka semak dekat tempat awak kann ? :)</div><div><br />
</div><div>and satu lagi, awak engat tak saya call awak then awak maki maki sebab tatahu saya siapa. saya pown tataw saya dapat number awak dari mana. saya call awak pown pakai number kwn saya, sebab birthday dia. dpt call free katakan. saya call, awak angkat, awak tanya siapa, saya suruh awak teka. HAHA, memang kene maki laa lepastuu kan :) time tuu saya dah rinduu kat awak. awak lam sgt tak dtg kerja.</div><div><br />
</div><div>tapi love story kita bermula time saya SPM :) saya tgh tak kerja time tuu. sebab ada paper kan. saya kene laa cuti. tapi start tuu je awak mesej saya. one day tuu time last paper, time saya otw nak ke bus stand, nak balek kl, time kita tgh mesej, tbe tbe awak propose saya jadik GF awak ! saya mcm tak percaya je. tp saya happy sgt sgt ! sebab timee tu saya mmg tgh tgu awak pownnn. saya memang dah suka awk pownn. and saya terima lamaran awak. then bermulaa laa kisah kita kannn ? </div><div><br />
</div><div>rinduuunyaa dekat awak. saya nak ulang balek boleh. and pasni saya nak jaga awak elok elok. tolong laa balek :(</div><div><br />
</div><div>*btw lupa nak bgtahu awak, kwn saya baru lepas bersalin and dia bg nama baby dia Muhammad Amirul Syaza sempena nama kita berdua. awak sukaa tak ? saya suka tp saya sedih sebab nama awak ada kat situu :( saya nak jumpa awakkkkk :(</div>Amirul Razailihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05271362805554436856noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2369748818979355177.post-30339324299388423012011-03-26T14:36:00.000+08:002011-03-26T14:36:47.480+08:00muhammad amirul bin razaili ♥<table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto; text-align: center;"><tbody>
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<div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, Utopia, 'Palatino Linotype', Palatino, serif; line-height: 15px;">Ya Allah, please forgive him, Ya Allah.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><div style="text-align: left;"><div style="font-family: Georgia, Utopia, 'Palatino Linotype', Palatino, serif; line-height: 15px; text-align: center;">Ya Allah, please let him be with those You love, Ya Allah.</div><div style="font-family: Georgia, Utopia, 'Palatino Linotype', Palatino, serif; line-height: 15px; text-align: center;">Ya Allah, please place him in Jannah, Ya Allah.</div><div style="font-family: Georgia, Utopia, 'Palatino Linotype', Palatino, serif; line-height: 15px; text-align: center;">Ya Allah, please bless him, Ya Allah.</div><div style="font-family: Georgia, Utopia, 'Palatino Linotype', Palatino, serif; line-height: 15px; text-align: center;">Ya Allah, please help him. Forgive him, Ya Allah.</div><div style="font-family: Georgia, Utopia, 'Palatino Linotype', Palatino, serif; line-height: 15px; text-align: center;">Ya Allah, please accept our prayers for him, Ya Allah.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: Georgia, Utopia, 'Palatino Linotype', Palatino, serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px;"><br />
</span></div><span style="color: #333333; font-family: Georgia, Utopia, 'Palatino Linotype', Palatino, serif; font-size: 11px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 15px;">Amin Ya Rabbul'Alamin.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #333333; font-family: Georgia, Utopia, 'Palatino Linotype', Palatino, serif; font-style: italic; line-height: 15px;">Lots of love, from me. </span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: Georgia, Utopia, 'Palatino Linotype', Palatino, serif; line-height: 15px;">When I was so happy, when I couldn't stop smiling, when everything feels so right, I remember when everyone told me I'm the happiest person on earth. When I never shred a tears over a guy, when nothings wrong. Until you walked in my life, everything was going crazy ever since then.</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: Georgia, Utopia, 'Palatino Linotype', Palatino, serif; line-height: 15px;">You turned my world upside down and then I realized , I’ve fallen in love. Getting to know you was the best time ever and been with you was the greatest time of my life. You taught me so much, things that I will never know. You make smile out of no where. I honestly miss your sense of humor. You know how everyone think that when they have a boyfriend, their grades drop? K well, mine didn't. In fact, it got better.</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: Georgia, Utopia, 'Palatino Linotype', Palatino, serif; line-height: 15px;">You know what I love most about you? Is that you actually care about me. I love how you always ask me how my day was. Barely anyone ever ask me that. I love how you don't like talking about your feelings but when it comes to me, you actually tell me how you feel. I remembered the first time you told me you like me. It was cute and special. I remembered every single words you’ve said. I miss everything.</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: Georgia, Utopia, 'Palatino Linotype', Palatino, serif; line-height: 15px;">You changed me. You made a huge impact in my life. As you can see, I'm not the same person I was before. I changed. Completely. Not the same anymore, all thanks to you. Even if your not here anymore, you know what keep me going? Those two special words that you always tell me. “Keep positive”, those two words. It may not be a lot , but its enough.</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: Georgia, Utopia, 'Palatino Linotype', Palatino, serif; line-height: 15px;">People always wondered what did I see in you and honestly, when I look at you, I see myself. I see everything about me when I look into your eyes. Its amazing how a person can damage alot. Everyone said you're not worth it, but truth is, you worth every tears, every pains, everything. You never hurt me, you never did me wrong.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #333333; font-family: Georgia, Utopia, 'Palatino Linotype', Palatino, serif; line-height: 15px;">With the help of Allah S.W.T, insyaAllah our prayers are always with you Amirul Razaili. May Allah S.W.T bless your soul. You'll be in our hearts forever. </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: Georgia, Utopia, 'Palatino Linotype', Palatino, serif; line-height: 15px;">Asalam. </span><span style="color: red; font-family: Georgia, Utopia, 'Palatino Linotype', Palatino, serif; line-height: 15px;">♥</span></div></div>Amirul Razailihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05271362805554436856noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2369748818979355177.post-58372280579572766552011-03-15T13:48:00.000+08:002011-03-26T14:04:20.244+08:00message from me about two years ago.<span style="font-style:italic;">"Baby, if i maty mlm neyh. macam mane dengan u ? u menanges tak tgk i terbareng tido tak bangun bangun ? nanty u teman tak i towk kali terakhir ? lepas i dah tade, u still engat kat i lagi ke ? or u teros lupekan i ? mampu ke u hidop tanpa i ? atau u akan teros carik pengganti i ? demi kebahagiaan u baby, u buat laa ape je. u happy i pown happy sayang :D i taleyh teman you sepanjang hidop i. tapi percaya laa. i ada di sisi you. sayang dan cintaku tak akan pernah padam. saat kaw bahagia ku pastikan tersenyum. pejamkanlah matamu bila kaw merinduiku. ku pastikan di sisimu. engat lagi tak ayat neyh ? i pernah hantar kurt u. time kita saling sayang antara satu sama laen. baby, i tak mungkin lupa tuu sume. i pown tanak u lupekan memory kite. sayang, i nak mintak maaf. i tak dapat teman u sepanjang hidop u cam yang i janjikan dulu. tp i cuma tunaikan u lelaki terakhir dalam hidop i. betolkan yunk ? i nak sangat happykan u. tapi i tak mampu. sorry sayang. i tanak ni terjadi. tapi takdir tade sape leyh tolak. tp i nak u taw sayang i tak mungkin padam. i love you so much AMIRUL RAZAILI"</span><br /><br />tapi last last awak yg tglkan saya dahuluu mcm yang awak ckp kan. btw engat lagi tak mesej saya bg kat awak yg neyh panjang gilaa ? saya rinduu saat tuh sayang :(Amirul Razailihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05271362805554436856noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2369748818979355177.post-41702412461891256592011-03-01T14:31:00.000+08:002011-03-26T14:33:12.698+08:00IM HERE BACK FOLLOWERSpeeps, im here back. sini tempat saya meluahkan segala perasaan saya kepada arwah. sumpah , saya terlalu merindui dia. terlaluuu sgt. maaf lama sgt saya mendiamkan diri. selepas entry saya yang six month anniversary saya taeros membisu. nak tahu sebab apa ? sebab selepas ituu saya and Amirul sudahh puts hubungan. kami membuat haluan masing masing. tp tidak kini. saya akan berada di sini. saya nak Arwah tahu yg saya masih sayangkannyaaa. btw, saya ada another blog that is <a href="http://thesweetestthingofme.blogspot.com/">http://thesweetestthingofme.blogspot.com</a> tp ituuu hanya tentang saya dan kehidupan baru saya selepas Arwah. tp semenjak Arwah pergi, saya sering termenung sendiri. saya tatahu di mana tempat saya meluahkan perasaan saya. kepada kwn kwn ? hmmm, mereka bukan faham and bukan suka dgr masalah begini sebab mereka tidak pernah rasa. kepada blog baru ? ituu tidak mungkin. sebab bf baru saya sgt sgt tak suka bab ini, even Arwah dah tiada. so saya sambung semula story saya dgn dia di sini.<br />
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and kat sini jugak, saya nak bgtahu, sayaaa terlaluuu laluuuu merindui arwah. and tadi saya kemas bilik. selongkar selongkar bilik, saya terjumpa satu memory card. saya tahu memory card tuu zaman saya dengan Arwah. saya dah kehilangan semua gmbr saya dgn Arwah, dah saya mengharap sgt if saya bukak memory card ini, ada tersimpan gmbr kami bersama. Ya Allah ! sukanyaa saya sebab memang gmbr kami ada di dlm , tersimpan. menanges saya semula :( saya rinduuu kan arwah. TERAMAT ! tp tiada siapa yg faham :(Amirul Razailihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05271362805554436856noreply@blogger.com0